Every morning I wake up, start my coffee, do my pilates, get in the shower, start to get ready. And then, there they are. Staring me in the face. My medicine cabinet full of anti depressants and anti anxiety pills. I don't want to take them, I don't want to HAVE to take pills so I don't freak out on the Walmart cashier or scream at my mini dachshund for pissing on my rug. I don't want to. But I have to. The second I think I'm getting better and I stop taking my pills, My life seems to go off the deep end again.
So there I sit, with my morning coffee and take my pills. Chug them down with french vanilla. I don't want to and I know alot of other women feel the same way. But I have to. To be a good mom, a good girlfriend, and a good employee... I have to. Life sucks and then you take a pill. Ain't life grand?
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I like your blog and will keep reading. You have a sincere way of talking about depression. Thanks for visiting my blog too. :)
ReplyDeleteWow - you made a post on my (old and frumpy) blog back in July, and I just now saw it -major oops. Thanks for the comment - I'm just getting ready to wade back into the blogging world after a year and a half (LONG story/lots of blogging material). Yes, I believe we may have alot in common. Hang in there!!
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